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-- 2 days has passed, and i can't get the word that leon said. 'You're in the stage 2 of heart disease' ugh i can't forget about what leon said about my heart disease . But... I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. no one will care if i die. Well...Leon might care but i'm not too special for leon. And len... I guess ... uh.. he doesn't care i guess, i mean isn't he going out with neru? and they might dating right now somewhere. I was taking a walk at the park but i'm not really planning to stay and sat on the bench, the beach is close here and i always go there whenever i feel lonely... Ha? Me lonely? what am i thinking? i have my shadow and soul w

THE NEXT DAY... THAT JERK LEN GUY! HOW DARE HE LEFT ME IN THE CORNER???!! AND NERU! THAT B*TCH! I HATE EVERYONE! UGHHH!!! Suddenly my heart ache. "Aw!" don't misunderstood, my heart is not aching because of len. i just remembered, 3 years ago , my heart disease has been temporarily gone. but i guess it's coming back again.. "F*ck my life" i cried. the reason why i don't want to get hurt by len again, is because i might have a short time.. that's why I'm enjoying everything without any worries. That's Right... Enjoy My life... "Enjoy..." i went to school, people started to stare at me. "Hey, isn't that the 1st cutest girl in campus? w

I open the door from the outside of the classroom.. "eh?" My classmates are staring at me, what seems to be their problem?, i walk towards my chair, suddenly.. "AHHH!" i shouted, i tripped, what the heck? "WHO DARES-" i was about to continue the word that i will say. I look up and saw a bunch of girls. They look so pissed. BUT WHY DID THEY TRIPPED ME? "Hey! whoever the person who tripped me, Apologize now!" i stood up,serously, i'm very mad right now. "Well...well what do we have here?" my classmate, neru akita said, neru looks like a gangster or something, because they're 3 of them, and she's in the middle "Are you the one who tripped m

2 DAYS LATER~ UGH. MONDAY AGAIN. i look myself at the mirror. me and len are hanging around this past 2 days... but still, i'm trying so hard not to fall in love, but this past 2 days, i think i'm starting to like him again. UGH! I HATE IT! RIN! don't fall to that baka! i hate every guy! 30 minutes later~ after getting ready for school, i heard someone knocking, i stand at the front of the door and hoped that it's len- wait what am i thinking!!!??? did i got used that he always the first one knocking every morning? anyway, i have to avoid len, boys are bad for the health, they make me sick! and they just break girl's heart in the end. i

-2 days later- a lot of crazy things happened "ugh..what will happened to my life now?" i cover my face with a pillow "i don't want to go to school tomorrow,things becomes so quiet when miku left" i talked to my self while looking at the key chain that miku gave. *knock* *knock* "who's that?" i herd someone knocking outside the door "coming!" i shouted. i opened the door and i saw len standing in front of my door "y..yes?" i feel awkward around him after the words he said last 2 days. "rin! there is a interesting movie showing in the cinema, want to come with me?" len said with a smile in his face. he looks like he's trying hard to make me

"ugh...he dumped me yesterday and even ask me to be friends with me again? what a horrible day is he trying to make fun of me???" i was talking to myself while walking then suddenly i saw miku holding a paper in the envelope "miku~!" i run towards miku "i've been looking for you!,where have you been?" i ask miku "well...rin i have something to tell you.." miku look so down as she continue her words "...i'm going to london next week" miku continue. "what???? why?" i look at miku serously "my parents send me this letter with a ticket...they want me to live with them in london" miku said sadly "but! how about school?" i ask miku "i will stud