THIS IS ROCKR0CK'S COOL DEVIANT .w.
Secrets 14 (final)--Secrets 14 (final) by rockr0cks
2 days has passed, and i can't get the word that leon said.
'You're in the stage 2 of heart disease'
ugh i can't forget about what leon said about my heart disease . But...
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
no one will care if i die. Well...Leon might care but i'm not too special for leon.
I guess ...
he doesn't care i guess, i mean isn't he going out with neru? and they might dating right now somewhere.
I was taking a walk at the park but i'm not really planning to stay and sat on the bench, the beach is close here and i always go there whenever i feel lonely...
Ha? Me lonely? what am i thinking? i have my shadow and soul with me! why am i lonely?
this is so stupid i'm so lonely but i trying to feel that i'm not...
IT'S BETTER TO DIE
i look down on the ground then started to cry, i'm not worried , there's no many people here anyway.
while looking on the ground, i saw a foot who went near me. i wipe my eyes then look up
Guess who i saw?
I saw that JERK. (len)
"what are you doing
Secrets 13THE NEXT DAY...Secrets 13 by rockr0cks
THAT JERK LEN GUY! HOW DARE HE LEFT ME IN THE CORNER???!! AND NERU! THAT B*TCH! I HATE EVERYONE! UGHHH!!!
Suddenly my heart ache.
"Aw!" don't misunderstood, my heart is not aching because of len. i just remembered, 3 years ago , my heart disease has been temporarily gone. but i guess it's coming back again..
"F*ck my life" i cried. the reason why i don't want to get hurt by len again, is because i might have a short time.. that's why I'm enjoying everything without any worries.
Enjoy My life...
i went to school, people started to stare at me.
"Hey, isn't that the 1st cutest girl in campus? what's with her look today?" i hear whispers from the people.
i told you.
i have to enjoy everything, i don't need to act and dress cute for other's happiness, if i'm happy in this way, i'll do it.
I'm wearing my baggy uniform , thank God miku didn't serously threw it. and my hair is tied down in a pony tail, it's a messy one.
I saw len passing by... and you
Secrets 12I open the door from the outside of the classroom..Secrets 12 by rockr0cks
"eh?" My classmates are staring at me, what seems to be their problem?, i walk towards my chair, suddenly..
"AHHH!" i shouted, i tripped, what the heck? "WHO DARES-" i was about to continue the word that i will say. I look up and saw a bunch of girls. They look so pissed. BUT WHY DID THEY TRIPPED ME?
"Hey! whoever the person who tripped me, Apologize now!" i stood up,serously, i'm very mad right now.
"Well...well what do we have here?" my classmate, neru akita said, neru looks like a gangster or something, because they're 3 of them, and she's in the middle
"Are you the one who tripped me? apologize now!" i shouted to neru.
"why would i apologize to a slut like you? you're a joke!" Neru pour a juice on me, this girl! she's messing with a wrong girl!
"What the???" i hit the can of juice on the ground.
"What is you're problem? if you don't want to get hurt, get your ugly hag face in front of me!" i shouted, i'm actually pretty brave, and
Secrets 112 DAYS LATER~Secrets 11 by rockr0cks
UGH. MONDAY AGAIN. i look myself at the mirror.
me and len are hanging around this past 2 days... but still, i'm trying so hard not to fall in love, but this past 2 days, i think i'm starting to like him again. UGH! I HATE IT! RIN! don't fall to that baka! i hate every guy!
30 minutes later~
after getting ready for school, i heard someone knocking,
i stand at the front of the door and hoped that it's len- wait what am i thinking!!!??? did i got used that he always the first one knocking every morning? anyway, i have to avoid len, boys are bad for the health, they make me sick! and they just break girl's heart in the end.
i opened the door and saw leon, thank God. But how did he knew my house address?
"Hey Rinny~" Leon hand out a melon bread.
"Hey Leon, uh thanks, but how did you know my address?"
"I know where miku lives, and she told me that her house and yours are just close" replied leon.
suddenly... i saw len behind leon.
"Hey rin, here's a onigiri" len gives me a oni